A sad cloud forming...

Hello everyone. I just want to say before I really get into this post and how I'm going to say this, that this will not be a beauty post. This is more of a personal post but I did want to say something about this topic. I wanted to talk about pet loss. Now, I know that those of you with pets dread this topic and even those of you without them can remember one time in your life when you lost a pet. I don't know if I have ever talked on this blog about my bunny, I didn't feel it was necessary. My bunny died day before yesterday at 2 1/2 years old. No one knows why, she was well taken care of and seemed happy. It started when my sister found her lying down, not getting up, but she was alive and seemed completed fine but just wouldn't get up. We believed she had hurt her paw or something, but didn't know what to do. Then, she wouldn't eat or drink anything, and I knew something was definitely wrong. She began to slip away, then out of nowhere began having a gruesome seizure, she was moving to much that when I thought we was just having some kind of breakdown, I tried touching her to calm her and her paws scratched up my hand. Then she was still breathing just laying there, occasionally gasping desperately for breath. And then, minutes passed and she did not gasp for air. We declared her dead after poking her, feeling her pulse, doing things that no matter what she always woke up to. We buried her in our yard 20 minutes later. What I didn't say, the most unbelievable part, is that both my parents were at far away work. My sister who was the eldest person there is only 17 and we were both freaking out. I didn't know I could be so emotional over the loss of my bunny. I'm going to hand it to you like it is: Pet Deaths suck. I know most people are always like "It gets better" but I'm not going to lie its pretty freaking terrible now. So all I can say is not to think about memories. Not to think about how you'll never feed them again, never hold them, never strokes them with your finger, never kiss them again. I can't believe how much pain I'm in and I am just hoping that the "It gets better" thing kicks in real soon.

New "Aria" Style!

Hey again! It's 3:05 a.m., but I can't sleep, so i decided to post a very requested post: An updated Aria from Pretty Little Liars style set! But this time, I added some beauty tips too! These outfits, in my opinion, are definitely more Aria than my previous set. I don't think, looking back on it, those outfits were very Aria! So, this is an update, to fit Aria's more recent style!

This is my first outfit. This is definitely the kind of outfit Aria would wear to school. One tip I can give for Aria's style is to embrace the dark side! Deep purples, army greens, burgundy, royal, and deep purple colors are all in Aria's palette!

These three outfits above are also things that Aria might wear to school or on a casual date with Ezra, or even lounging in her room. Again, the burgundys and army greens are a huge play in Aria's wardrobe! And we can't forget her big, loose curls!

This last ensemble is the kind of thing Aria would wear at a less casual but not too formal event, like the memorial or dinner with Ezra/friends, or possibly even school. Beauty wise, she has the voluminous lashes, rose cheeks, and a neutral smoky eye! Thanks for reading! Bye!

P.S. More Pretty Little Liar related posts coming soon!

What to post?

Ok, so I have a couple things to say. First, I need post ideas. Comment below with suggestions, and I will do those. Not only will I make the blog posts, but I will also give you a shoutout. Also, if I get to 5,000 views by the end of the year, I will do a New Years outfit of the night *video* for you guys! Happy Summer Shopping :)

RANDOM IS FUN!

Hey girlies (and gentlemen)! So, I have 8 days of school left, and I'm so excited for summer! I will have some pics of clothes I have accumulated over the past couple of weeks posted but I'm waiting until a forever21 order I got today comes. Just to have something a bit more exciting to show you. I don't know if you guys have seen these movies:
This Means War
Another Earth
Women in Black
Date Night
The Hunger Games
But those are my favorite movies at the moment. I'm going to start with This Means War. It's not for kids. But, it is the perfect movie to watch with your girlfriends when you want a funny, girl domination movie. Next, another earth. I can't say enough good things about this movie. It's just amazingly fascinating. It's definitely an intense, smart person movie and it is just fascinating. Then woman in black. This is the perfect scary movie because it is just scary enough that you want to hide under a blanket but just not scary enough that you can watch it which I like because I get pretty scared really easily. The Date night. Just funny as hell. And the hunger games. This is a concept that I think, for one, that if this was a real game show, it would get views. But this movie is just freaking awesome. I love it. it is just so incredibly great and awesome. Ok. So those are my current favorite movies EVER! So happy summer :)
-nerdy girl who likes the Strokes :)

Year Long Anniversary

Hey guys! I just wanted to point out that it has been 1 year since we brought down Bin Laden. I can't believe an entire year has gone by. On a lighter note, I have 25 days of school left! And my friends and I have an amazing last day of school planned!
-Happy it's almost summer :)

50 Question Tag!

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?

In my room making my bed

2. Who are you in love with?

I'm in love with my life...I know It sounds cheesy but I love who I am right now
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?

No...
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

Yes
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?

December 23, 2011
6. Are you wearing socks right now?

No
7. Does your family have a car worth over $2,000?

I think so...I don't know
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?

September for my grandmas funeral
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

No but I went to a musical
10. Are you hot?

Temperature wise? No
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?

Sierra Mist...I'm drinking it now
12. What are you wearing right now?

School spirit pants, yellow tank, and a black sweater
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?

Car wash
14. Last food that you ate?

A pizza
15. Where were you last week at this time?

Working out
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

No
17. When is the last time you ran?

Today
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?

My boyfriend's baseball game
19. What is your favorite animal?

Dog
20. Your dream vacation?

New York with my friends
21. Last person's house you were in?

My best friend's
22. Worst injury you've ever had?

Getting my knee caught inside an escalator
23. Have you been in love?

No
24. Do you miss anyone right now?

my cousin who broke her arm and suffered a random seizure today. she lives in another state
25. Last play you saw?

How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying at the local High School
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

Me :)
27. What are your plans for tonight?

Watch Smash and PLL :)
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?

Don't use MySpace
29. Next trip you are going to take?

Virginia
30. Ever go to camp?

Yes. Horse Back Riding
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?

I am
32. What do you want to know about the future?

What will happen to Quinn on Glee????
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?

Not currently
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?

Yep

35. Where is your best friend?

At home
36. How is your best friend?

I txted her this question. She said she's a little down
37. Do you have a tan?

No
38. What are you listening to right now?

Let me be your star from smash
39. Do you collect anything?

playbills and shot glasses
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?

This one girl
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?

Never
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

Yep :)
43. What does your last text message say?

"Sure"
44. Do you like hot sauce?

Eww no
45. Last time you took a shower?

This morning
46. Do you need to do laundry?

No
47. What is your heritage?

French
48. Are you someone's best friend?

Yep
49. Are you rich?

No not really
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?

sleeping :)

I Tag YOU!

60 Days!

This post is one day late, but I wanted to tell you guys...60 DAYS ARE UP! So, when I first started this process, I wasn't happy with the way my body looked. I had the kind of body that was big but skinny for that kind of size. I am now 7 pounds lighter, which is ok, but only because I broke basically every one of those rules. I drank soda and didn't eat as healthy, but also, I didn't work out as much as I would like. So for all of you that stuck with it, I'M PROUD!

New Years Resolutions!

Hey guys! So, I have been getting requests for a new years resolution post, so here they are!
1. Eat healthier: I feel like I don't watch what I eat as much as I should so I want to get good about that
2. Be better about appearance: I feel like some mornings, I just don't care about what I look like. I will roll out of bed and not do little things like my hair or makeup and I always feel cleaner and prettier when I do that kind of stuff. Also, washing my face and getting better about brushing my teeth every morning
3. Better hygiene: This one is already something I really go the mile to try to take care of, but doing simple things like wearing deodorant every day or washing my hands before every meal because sometimes I forget to.
4. DO MORE BLOG POSTS!: This one is very important to me because I love feeling like I can talk to you guys and feel like I make a contribution to the world
I just want to thank everyone who reads my blog for making 2011 so special for me. I loved 2011 so much and I hope 2012 is just as good!
FUN FACT OF THE DAY: More gym memberships are bought in January than any other month ;)
QUOTE: Never give up because whatever is standing in the way of you, someone else has it ten times worse somewhere else- Unknown.
<3~

Polyvore Set: Holiday Outfits!

I know this is late, but I wanted to show you 5 outfits for 5 different holiday occasions!

Far left: New Years Eve Party

2nd from left: X-mas Morning

Middle: Family/BF's family dinner

2nd from right: Going to lunch with friends

Right: Tacky X-Mas sweater party